1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
Only when I randomly pass out un-intentionally before changing.

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
Only in literature or movies.

3. Are you a girly girl?:
Hell no

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
My dad

5. Small or large purses?:
I say medium sized

6. Are you short?:
…yes…shut up.

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
The last time someone did that was in the middle of a science test in highschool. I got up and slapped him across the face.

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Only if they're wet

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
I used to; I don’t have the time anymore saddly

11. Are you double jointed?
In my hands

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
The campus lounge while playing Gamecube…my buddies made sure to take pictures.

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
No

14. Is there a rumor going around about you?
Not that I know of

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Several, alot of my friends have odd last names

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions?":
…any guy reading?? I don’t know!


"X" Marks the spot:
[ ] I do wear make-up.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like death/grind/black metal. (some, not all)
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[ ] I've been called a bad influence.
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
…none, I’m in my night clothes.

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Dark haired

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Not at the moment

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
Several!

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?
A few times yes.

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
No

7. Do you like your life?
There are some thing I like to change but over all I’m happy.

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Not a friend

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
YUP!!

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I say its equal

11. How long have you had Facebook or Myspace?
For a while but I don’t ever look at it. DA and Youtube is my facebook.

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yeah…I already said this before.

13. What are your biggest fears?
Disappointing others who depend on me.

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
A few times

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
My boyfriend holds the record for this.

16. Do you believe in the saying “Once a cheater, always a cheater”?
Yes but there are exceptions.

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
I would hope so. I’m not an emo or anything.

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?
*glances at my youtube channel and my fans* …no.

19. Are you currently missing someone?
My boyfriend…I haven’t seen him sense June.


This guy or that guy?

Punk/Goth or Gangster?: Neither!
Preppy or Cowboy?: Again neither!!!
Face or Body?: Face
Sweet or Sexy?: Sweet
Well-educated or Dropout?: I would prefer educated.
Armani or Abercrombie?: Huh?
City-slicker or Rural Guy?: It doesn’t matter
Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes?: Blue
Contacts or Glasses?: Either

More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?: I don’t do makeup
02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke: Huh?!
04. Skirts or pants?: Pants
05. Socks or leggings?: Socks
06. Hoodies or jackets?: Hoodies
07. Heels or sneakers?: Sneakers
08. Straight or curly hair?: Straight
09. Hoop or dangling earrings?: Dangling
10. White or black?: RACIST QUESTION!!!!
11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath or body works: Bath and Body Works
12. Smoothies or lattes?: Smoothies
13. Diet or regular sodas?: Regular soda
15. Pearls or diamonds?: I own Pokemon Pearl…what?
16. Vintage or boho?: ...huh?
17. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: Their freaken twins, how could anyone choose?!
18. Lindsay or Hilary?: Niether
19. Ipod or cell phone? MP3 Player
20. Friends or family?: Family but I’m also very close to my friends
21. Lip gloss or lip stick?: Lipgloss
22. Manicure or pedicure?: Niether
23. Tiffany’s or Chanel: Niether
24: Peace or love?: Love
25. Sunglasses or purses?: Purses, I use it to carry my DS and my games.

In a guy...
Funny or Serious?: Funny!
Cute or Hot?: Both
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: So long as their pretty.
Long Hair or Short Hair?: Doesn’t matter
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?: Straight
Clean-cut or Rough?: Doesn’t matter
Good Dancer or Good Singer?: Good Singer, which my babe is!
Smoker or Non-smoker?: non-smoker
Druggie or Clean?: Clean
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?: Car, riding motorcycles scare me.
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?: Either
Younger or Older?: …how much younger or older are we talking?
Player or Loyal?: Loyal
________________________________________ __________
[x] I am shorter than 5'4. (…SHUT UP!!!)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (slip of the tongue)
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. (family)
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada. (Not yet but soon. )
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (shudder)
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. (this was already established!)
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying. (Cancer)
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (I wouldn’t say unhealthy, it’s only a hobby)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day (that was a fun day. )
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tipyng like this.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.


Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[x] Ad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box. (I want one)
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega
[x] You used to watch Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Boy –15

Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry. (only a small amount)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses SKIRTS when you can
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Girl - 8



~Lily

*looks at favorites and gallery* ...I don't know; is it obvious enough?

I don't know why, it may be his personality, his style, the way he looks, or most likely because my babe is a spy and he fits the role perfectly. I already liked the spy alot but after Rod just fit it so well and I started to do TF2 artwork, I just grew a great fondness of the pairing of the Lil Medic and the Azzie Spy.

There was no point to this journal really. I just felt like writing down how I felt...Isn't that the point of a journal anyway?

~Lily

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! I HATE IT WHEN PHOTOSHOP RANDOMLY CRASHES JUST WHEN I'M ALMOST DONE!!!! I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO HIT SAVE MORE OFTEN!! 4 HOURS OF WORK DOWN THE DRAIN!!! AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! I'M GOING TO BED!!!!










~Lily

I can't focus on my homework no matter how hard I try...I really REALLY want to do a Lily Medic/Azzie Spy pic; if you noticed I faved 2 base pictures a little while ago that I want to use. I know I have other things that NEED to be taken care off but I just have this urge that keeps nagging in my mind.
ARRGG!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I'LL DO A PICTURE SOON, JUST LET ME DO MY HOMEWORK!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

~Lily

I first wanna say that these past weeks seem to be testing me alot lately. My slight 'depression' stated in my last journal has passed thankfully but now I have different demons I have to slay. I just recovered from having a viral flu for about 5 days, it wasn't the swine flu don't worry, and because of that I'm WAAAAAY behind in my studies and my work.

My to do list:
Make up Economics homework
Make up Programing homework
Study for upcoming Programming exam
Make up Graphic Arts homework
Study for upcoming Graphic Arts exam
Visit the dean to discuss my classes
Make up 12 hours of work at on-campus job

I feel like the walls of school are closing in around me. But I know in my heart that I can best this. I'm just going to be veeeeeeeerry tired once its all done. Wish me luck fellow deviants.

~Lily